So, first, let's take a look at what St. Wikipedia says about today's Holy Day for Bi people:
Celebrate Bisexuality Day (also called Bisexual Pride Day, Bi Visibility Day, CBD, Bisexual Pride and Bi Visibility Day, and Bisexuality+ Day) is observed annually on September 23 to recognize and celebrate bisexual people, the bisexual community, and the history of bisexuality.
I won't go into the details of how this day came to be. You can already read it on Wikipedia. What I do want to talk about is about the Bisexual Fire, a visualization I've been working with for some months now, along with the ritual I did. I felt amazing, liked the symbolism, and like everything I do, it was all intuitive, with little to no planning, using what I had at hand in my home.
First of all, bisexual fire is not just purple fire. It feels warm, but it can also feel warm, cool, cold, or any other way. It can feel like chills or tingling in the body, like an orgasm in smaller, more controlled scale. Bisexual Fire can be purple, violet, lilac, lavender, or any shade between pink and blue, those two colors included. Its flames can have different shades of color at the same time, and different sensations may happen at the same time as well.
I started exercising at home a few moths ago, and one night I felt I needed a boost, some recharge. Remmebering that I read somewhere shamans exhaust their bodies as a mean to cross to the other side, and that it's a way to create enegy, I imagined purple embers around me as I did my routine, and when I needed that boost, lying on the floor, I blew hard, drawing all the air out of my lungs, and imagined it exploding like purple fire around me, completely engulfing me. I did it once, twice, three times, and more, and it always worked.
For today I wanted to do something special, something focused on me as a bisexual witch man. I always work for someone else, I do this for my friends, that for my family, and this for my house. I wanted something for myself, moi. So I decided to honor my bisexuality and the the way I see the world becuase of it. However, what started as a honoring ritual ended as a healing on. Here's the scheme if you want to do it, and feel free to add, change or take out anything that doesn't resote with you; this is intended for anyone inside the bisexual spectrum:
You will need: One candle of any color with a small plate (mine were both white); the Bisexual Witch Sigil drawn with pencil in a small piece of paper; cauldron or any fireproof vessel (I used my cauldron); a purple/violet/lavender/whatever-shade crayon; The Devil tarot card; six purple/violet/lavender/whatever-shade flowers (mine were dried rose periwinkles); an amethyst; a pentacle; incense of your preference (mine was tangerine's); a special clothing or accessory; your favorite song, preferably one related to your sexuality or your desire related to it (mine).
- 1. Set the candle on the small plate by melting part of the base to make it firm. With three flowers, make an inverted triangle on the plate that surrounds the candle, with the petals pointing out. With the remaining three, make an upright triangle on the plate as well, with the petals pointing inward toward the candle. Light both the candle and incense, and put your favorite song at full volume (put it on replay, just in case) and your clothing or accessory.
- 2. Place the pentacle behind the candle, and put the amethyst (if you don't have one, use a crytal quartz) on the fifth point, the one that points upward. Finally, place the Devil card behind the candle (careful not to burn it!) and try to put it upright, so you can look directly at it. With the sigil in front of you, go over the pencil lines with the crayon, and hold it with both hands when finished. Close your eyes.
- 3. Get carried away by the song. Sing out loud, low, hum, or focus on it. Let your body move, enjoying the rhythm and freedom. Visualize the first painful memory that comes to you, open your eyes, send it to the flames of the candle, transmute it with the amethyst, and may the Devil take it away. Thank it and transform it into pleasure, something that you can be proud of having overcome. Repeat this if you need, as many times as you need. Then, close your eyes, feel the air vibrate around you, and call out your bisexual fire with your own words. Let it take whatever form it wants, and follow its lead. Say or think: "Purple pentacle, core of (flower*), shine true and shine bright, let your flame bathe my life".
- 4. Let the fire bathe you instead of consumn you, like a second, new skin melting down the old one. Picture yourself free, happy, living your best life, and before the song ends, light the paper with the candle. Burn it right in front of you, in the cauldron or vessel, and feel your wishes coming true. Picture yourself again, this time bathed and covered in bisexual fire. A fire capable of transforming and healing, blessing and protecting. A fire that's yours to command. Let the candle burn if you like, put it out with your breath or fingers. Record the experience, share if you want.
One of the entities I work with payed me a visit in step 2, but I'd rather keep that part a secret, and, at the end of step 3, I felt three rings around me, like a cage that protected me and coul set anything dangerous on fire. I felt fearless, relaxed and happy. I was crying becuase of the song, but I was happy AF!
I felt weightless and free, ready to do whatever I had t in order to stay like that. Of course, this doesn't mean all my problems just poofed out of my life, but I feel hopeful about the future. I feel more prepared. If you decide to do this spell-ritual, let me know what it was like for you!
* Use whievever rose your want to use. However, I strongly suggest Hydrangea for bisexuality; Hyacinth and Morning Glory for bi men, Violets for bi women, and any other flower within the blue/purple/pink spectrum. I intended to use hydrangea, but since my problems are for being a man, hyacinth came all of a sudden.
Kinky regards, K!
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