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| Kyler Moss |
Hi, beautiful people. I hope you are doing well.
I've been thinking about writing this for a long time and wasn't sure about how interesting it would be, or if it would even be interesting at all, for anyone besides myself. However, I like to share my point of view on certain matters now and then, and would like to think that this helps anyone out there in any way, no matter what I think about it at the moment.
So, names. They have power. If you look at the Celtic myths and legends, calling a faery by their name grants you control over them, not that they like that, in case you're wondering about it, but that's how powerful just one word can be. And we're not speaking about just another word, we're speaking about the words that will define you, the words that represent you in the world. We're speaking about a name.
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| Brent Corrigan |
Being closeted means that I'm not that free to speak about certain things, that I have to decorate and put on some make up on what I say on a daily basis so people get just the right amount of information, and you don't know how tiresome that can be. Now it's an art of sorts for me, word-craft comes naturally and it's great to speak freely knowing you will just adjust this and that without noticing, but before I came to this point? Hell, I was exhausted. I obviously needed an escape, for real.
When I read about HORNS Magazine, I thought OKAY I GOTTA DO THIS! But how the fuck was I going to? Like, was I going to come out of the queer closet and the broom closet all of a sudden and say "Hey, I'm a witch, I'm bi, and I'm writing about porn and sex and kinky magic" and stay alive? Not a chance. So I thought about creating a persona, someone who would be happy, perky, charming, and still be me. Yes, I'm not usually this positive and high-vibes, but there's still some part of reality in this character I created.
I wanted (and still want) to be free, to be unchained, Miley-Cyrus-kind of untamed (just like in the video, not more than that, thank you; the more was much more,) so I thought right away "Why not becoming a porn star without the porn?" I always say I will be one in my next life, because this time it's not something I could deal with, but maybe I could be more open about my sexuality and allow myself to do so simple things like liking and commenting porn in Twitter; you have no idea how liberating that has been, by the way.
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| Brent Everett |
So, honoring the sacred tradition of changing your real name to avoid professional repercussions in the future, I got inspired by the porn actors I liked the most at the moment: Kyler is for Kyler Moss; B is a tricky one, because it doesn't actually stand for just one person, or two or three but FOUR, Brent Corrigan, Brent Everett, Jake Bass and André Boleyn; and finally we have Warhol, which is for Kevin Warhol. Boom, this guy was born.
No big meaning so far, but during this time I've been thinking... Maybe now I can see something else? Maybe now I can see why I was drawn to those names, and surprise, it was amazing.
I love twinks. Period. Kyler Moss has always been one of my favorites, but I never knew why he got out of the industry all of a sudden. Turns out he did so he wouldn't do an abuse scene. Dear heaven, I loved him more than ever when I read that. He clearly had a passion for what he was doing, he clearly liked it, was loving it and having fun with it, but his value as a person was more than any amount of money, his moral and integrity were more important than a carreer, and I loved that. So Kyler is Integrity for myself.
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| Jake Bass |
Now the B. I'll try to keep this one short: I liked these guys so much I wanted to use them all, and realized they all shared B either in their first or last names. 4x1. Best deal of my life.
When I was a teenager, I did a Facebook test to know which porn actor you would be. Clueless me did it and got Brent Corrigan. I frowned. Who are you? Imagine my surprise when I saw this beautiful twink who had worked on so many movies and scenes. This legend? Thank you, Facebook. Massive ego boost! But years later, I read about how he helped the police so the murder of Bryan Kocis would be solved asap, then when he admited he was a child when he started doing porn, then made his own company where everyone would wear condoms and be treated repectfully, and, finally, how he decided to try non-porn films. He's a real artist for me in that sense, you can feel his honesty when you know all of this.
Brent Everett is the dedication, the discipline. While Corrigan has a soft aura around him, Everett is pure fire, raw, unchained passion, giving 110% of himself in all of his scenes. He's not afraid of doing different things, trying new things, and has his own company as well. He's the passion I want to develop in everything that I do, whether as Kyler or with any other name.
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| Andre Boleyn |
From Jake Bass I take a mix of Kyler and Corrigan, and he's bisexual as well. I was wondering about being Kyler Bass, or Jake something, but thing's didn't work out. I had to include this beautiful bi man, even more when I read that he hated how the porn industry could decide how much money he was worth and that he had to stay focused on that he was worth much more no matter the payment. Besides, although he also retired, he keeps expressing his sexuality (please, don't stop, ever,) and went to college. He has vission, doesn't let his past as a porn star define his present, and a sense of direction. The B here is exactly that: direction.
Finally, Andre Boleyn. It will sound of less importace when compared, but he's beauty for me. André knows how beautiful he is and knows how to exploit it and show it. He's not ashamed of owning his best physical qualities, which are more than a few (seriously, is there one part of his body you cannot drool for?) Growing up feeling so insecure and doubting my looks as desirable, having beauty as a part of my name is mandatory, and he's also a reminder of the kind of sexy, healthy body I want to have.
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| Kevin Warhol |
As for Warhol... You always think about Andy Warhol when you read it, but for me is about one of the most talented, devoted, multitasking and handsome actors. When I worked on Kevin Warhol's short bio I was surprised to discover he has been on his own since he was a teenager, and couldn't possibly imagine what his life should have been like, how many times he had to be brave and do whatever he needed to stay alive. He's now an icon in BelAmiOnline and does what he loves the most, but also draws the line between desire and love. He's bravery, he's courage, and I want to be like that.
So, to summarize: Kyler Moss is for Integrity, Brent Corrigan for Honesty, Brent Everett for Passion, Jake Bass for Direction, Andre Boleyn for Beauty, and Kevin Warhol for Bravery. A persona based on Integrity, Honesty, Passion, Direction, Beauty, and Bravery seems like a good thing, and you know what? I'm glad I thought about all of these guys, not to mention I'd love to have an orgy with them, hehe.
Kinky regards, K!
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