Saturday, May 22, 2021

Porn Review: Cade Maddox & Angel Rivera (A Murdered Heart)

Good morning, pornies! I hope you are alright and feeling in the mood, because I come with one hell of a scene to set your pants on fire. I've been under quite a bit of stress these days, but this scene was just the kind of relief I needed, the same as you do for sure! I got to see this scene for free on this week's Weekends at NakedSword.

  • Movie: A Murdered Heart, Scene 3.
  • Runtime: 00:19:39.
  • Studio: Falcon Studios.
  • Year: 2019.
  • Actors: Cade Maddox and Angel Rivera.
  • Director: Marc MacNamara.
  • Rating: 4 / 5 stars.
Award-winning director Marc MacNamara delivers a masterful drama that follows the stories of three young men who are sent to conversion therapy camp, ultimately proving that love and human desire conquer all in “A Murdered Heart.” As they battle with manipulative techniques used to control people into changing their sexuality, these handsome studs find solace in the connections and bonds they have with the others like them in the camp. While there, they navigate the agony of being condemned, but a rebellion is on the rise as they find escape through their steamy connections with each other. On the first night at the camp, Joseph (Angel Rivera) has a nightmare about the night his father caught him and his boyfriend Alexander Savage fucking and cumming on each other’s faces in the dark. When Phillip (Ty Mitchell) and Charlie (Colton Reece) devise a plan to escape the camp, they stop off at an abandoned truck for some cock sucking and hole-pounding action that ends in facials. When the pastor’s assistant Cade Maddox is on duty to watch Joseph (Angel Rivera) in isolation, Cade learns he can’t deny his urges and pounds Joseph hard before nutting all over his face. In a wicked twist, Joseph’s father Johnny Hazzard’s deepest secrets are revealed and major discoveries come to light with a special mystery appearance by Jessy Ares. If you have waited your entire life to touch another man, what would you do when you were finally set free? Find out in “A Murdered Heart” from NakedSword Originals.
Marc MacNamara takes a controversial yet actual topic such as conversion therapy, a gay guy's worst dream, and turned it into a hot fantasy, or at least he did it in this scene in particular. Technical aspects first, the colors are stunning, the camera job was on point, and the sound was just the best part, besides the visuals, of course. I liked how the director used the cuts to include safe sex; that was a total plus.

The best part of A Murdered HeartAngel Rivera choking on a cock! There's barely something sexier than that. The first time he did it was just amazing, the second was a little bit weird for me because of the position, but the sounds, his face, the way his whole body looked... GODS! To see this guy on his knees sucking as if his life depended on it with his underwear half way down his butt drove me to the edge! His whole body changes once action starts and he becomes an insatiable beast, making him a total star.

I don't want to say that Cade Maddox was left behind because heaven knows he was a sight to see, but with Rivera moving so much and making such a show I expected Maddox to have more energy, to be as wild as his partner, but it wasn't the case. He has a talent for rimming, that's for sure, and that 69 was just too much for my poor hand, and I know he does better in other scenes, but he didn't share the highlight on A Murdered Heart's third scene otherwise.

This scene of A Murdered Heart drove me crazy from the beginning for how beautiful it all looked, although the acting and the story-related dialogues were a bit of a turn-off. They could have been better, but I can't complain that much because of these two guys being verbal, explicit, noisy, and wild. GO ahead and watch this scene as soon as possible, and if I could I would watch the other three because I really want to know what Marc MacNamara did in them. It's the kind of work you want to watch!

Did you enjoy this video? *wink wink*. Let me know in the comments.  Kinky regards, K!

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Tuesday, May 18, 2021

Book Review: Twisted Tragedy

Hello, pornies. Today I come with... a book? Nope. A duo edition! You know already that I'm a fan of this man and his hot stories, his plot, maybe not so much of his style, but I can always count on him to deliver a sweet love story with tons, and I mean tons of sex. Of course I'm talking about Twisted Tragedy, a bundle with books 2 and 3 of the Naked Gay Lust, by Ty Debauchee. Thanks to the author for sending me a review copy!

  • Series: Naked Gay Lust #2-3 (Sequel to the Desire Series)
  • Print Length: 160 pages.
  • Publisher: Self-published (February 7, 2021)
  • Publication Date: February 7, 2021.
  • Genres: Drama, Romance, Contemporary, Erotica
  • Rating: 4 / 5 stars.
STOLEN - PASSIONATE, INSATIABLE, SWEATY LOVE!
Have double the fun when you get these two books (#302 & 303) at a big discount off the price of the two books individually.
This Book Duo includes:

ILLICIT TWIST: NAKED GAY LUST #302
PASSIONATE, INSATIABLE, SWEATY LOVE TO SATISFY A LIFETIME OF LOSS!
It's sibling weekend at Ty's university. Garrett isn't actually his sibling, but no one needs to know. With all of the other visitors on campus, Garrett will fit right in. Ty has been looking forward to this day when Garrett arrives on campus with incredible excitement.
The love affair between these two very handsome young men burns brightly as they catch up on lost time. Everything is wonderful! Ty finally feels whole again being naked by Garrett's side, watching him sleep, listening to his heart beat, and feeling his warmth. Ty's world is perfect until the visit ends, and Garrett kisses Tanner for a promise.
How well will love and pain mix? The result is not what you might think.

RAW TRAGEDY: NAKED GAY LUST #303
TRAGEDY: LOVE LOST IN PICTURES WORTH 1000 WORDS
Where is Garrett? Ty's heartache takes him from floundering in school to a distraught mess. He is no longer functional. He stops attending thus is failing in all of his classes. The University will undoubtedly kick him out.
Has Hank reappeared to harm Garrett, or has Garrett become despondent over his meeting with Tanner? Ty knows he must find Garrett. But where to start searching?
Tanner is deeply worried about Ty. He ponders his role in Ty's pain, the good and the bad. Can he make it "hurt so good" Ty will no longer notice the bad? But is Tanner's going to hurt everyone by his lust?
One way to find out. Purchase your next sizzling read!
The sex in both books is red HOT! And you will want to know what happens to these boys as life twists them to the brink.
*Contains explicit scenes of a gay sexual nature by consenting characters who are over 19 years of age. It is intended only for readers who are 18+ years of age.

So, a duo? Whatever is that? A bundle containing Illicit Twist and Raw Tragedy, books 2 and 3 respectively in the Naked Gay Lust series. Instead of doing a review for each book, I'll speak about the duo in general, but you can already tell that I loved it. Really, I'm addicted to these novellas!

I was very surprised with what was happening to Garret, and while he and Ty reacted just as you would expect two young men under such circumstances, they showed their most human and vulnerable side. The story got really emotional at the right point and I felt a bit of me broke when that happened, because Twisted Tragedy is an exploration of both characters' darkest fears.

However, it is erotica for a reason, isn't it? Ty Debauchee charged both books with a high dose of sex and adventure, sweet descriptions that take you to the edge of madness, and scenes out of your best fantasies. Seriously, I was left breathless more than once! You can imagine why. *wink wink* This is just the amount of porn I need but also with a good story. Maybe a few details here and there, some dialogues that I didn't like, but the scenes and the way Ty keeps the story interesting are good enough to make it up.

Go get a copy of Twisted Tragedy if you like hot romances, dramatic books, hurting characters, and good development. I wanted to see what would be of Ty under difficult circumstances, and these books showed me exactly what I wanted. As always, I only wish they were longer, but considering they are a long-form fantasy of Ty Debauchee (the author's pen name), I can't really complain. Now, if you ask me, I need to get done with the second duo. *Turns off the light*.

About Ty Debauchee:
As an energetic man at 6’4” tall and 195 pounds, I very much enjoy athletic pursuits including basketball, waterskiing, and snow skiing. While having a quiet and shy personality, I value my integrity above all else with loyalty to my friends and family coming in as a very close second.
Growing up with the stress of gay urges in a straight world and struggling to find my place in the world, I frequently used my dreams and fantasies as an emotional crutch to get me through some very challenging times. By sharing these stories in my books, I sincerely hope to ease the stress of others who might be facing the similar challenges and offer an entertaining escape for anyone in need. Website.

Have you read this book? Would you recommend it or not? Let me know in the comments! Kinky regards, K!

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Monday, May 17, 2021

Queer Martyrs: Alireza Fazeli Monfared

Hello pornies. After all the madness about Star Wars Day died, I read news that shocked me to the core. A beautiful, Iranian young man had been killed by his half-brother and two cousins when they learned he was gay. Although he was only 20 years old, just like Matthew Shepard, and just like Bobby Grifith. This May 4th, Ali "Alireza" Fazeli Monfared became another queer martyr.

Instead of recounting the events, the website 6Rang offers a very complete view of them. Here's an excerpt so you know who Alireza was:

Ali Fazeli Monfared, known to family and friends as Alireza, was a twenty-year-old gay man living in the neighborhood of Mahal Tasviye Shekar (Sugar Refining Path) in Ahvaz, Iran. Alireza was kidnapped by a group of men from his family, beheaded, and found the next day.
According to Aghil Bayat, an Arab LGBTQI activist who had been in touch with Alireza since late 2019, the murder took place following the revelation of Alireza’s sexual orientation. This event took place when his half-brother opened an envelope containing Alireza’s military exemption card.
These exemption cards are issued through the Islamic Revolutionary Guard Corps. Alireza received one by indicating that he was gay, which is permissible under Paragraph 5, Article 7 of the military exemption laws. Unfortunately, in Alireza’s case, this selection cost him his life.
The men accused of Alireza’s murder contacted his mother on Wednesday and informed her that she could find her son’s dead body laying at the foot of a palm tree.
Alireza’s mother is, understandably, in a state of shock. She is suffering an immense amount of grief because of the death of her only child, and has been hospitalized as a result. Alireza’s partner, who currently lives in Turkey, has informed 6rang that all three men associated with the murder have been arrested and charged with first degree murder.

Iranian journalist and activist Masih Alinejad shared the story along with some details and several videos of police brutalizing LGBT+ Iranians shared by the victims themselves:
Also, Iranian human rights lawyer Gissou Nia explained the situation regarding abuse in families when someone is outed:

Some time ago I read a tweet by a friend who said pride parades, events, and the whole idea idea of queer pride was unnecessary, that he didn't see the point or the hype when June came. This is one of the reasons. Alireza, Bobby, Matthew, and every single queer person who suffers in silence are the reason. Deaths like Alireza's are more than enough to keep fighting, to keep educating, and doing whatever it is we can to end news like this one.

Watching Alireza's videos and photos, I can only imagine what a funny and kind guy he was, who great it would have been to spend the time with him, how easily he would make you smile. He had a light you don't see that often, a calming, yet mischievous aura, and as before, with Bobby, I couldn't not write a poem to remember him by, and will finish with the very same words as before: "Feel free to use it as a prayer, a chant, a spell, a meditation, or anything you want, but use it and remember. He was just 20 years old."

Smiling Rainbow

Happy soul so soon departed,
Smiling sun killed by backstabbing,
All of your dreams were to be free,
But you were left under the trees.

Happy soul so soon departed,
Smiling sun killed by backstabbing,
Justice and love didn't grant you respect,
But your face we won't forget.

Happy soul so soon departed,
Smiling sun killed by backstabbing,
Shine your light to show the path,
Discover the road to end this war.

Happy soul so soon departed,
Smiling sun killed by backstabbing,
Your blood did betray you,
But your story's an echo.
Resting in light, as son of the rainbow

Kinky regards, K!

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Thursday, May 13, 2021

Midnight Thoughts: Is It My Responsability to Educate?

Hello pornies. ^^ How are you feeling today? I couldn't help but think about something very often lately strongly related to my journalism degree. People often say "I'm responsible of what I say, not what you understand." Hehe, honey, communication doesn't work that way. I've seen this kind of phrases when some people say they are not responsible of educating others about this or that, even about the LGBT+ community. Honey, nope, not all, we have to, but doesn't mean we must do it all the time.
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People fear what they don't understand, what they know nothing about. It's common, it's normal, we all do it, but we can change that just by answering a few questions. I've talked A LOT with family and friends about what's really happening with the LGBT+ community, why we're so visible now, why there are so many characters in the media, in TV, movies, music videos, and they have understood many of them.

It's easy just to assume it's not our job because we are not activist in the strict sense of the word, not all of us can do that kind of work constantly, but we support the cause in other ways. However, educating ourselves about it and being open to talk about it with others is something we can all do. I don't read about it every day, but I do it often to stay informed, to stay updated, to know what's happening around the world.

Not long ago I was talking with a man and there came this lady all happy and excited saying she got married the night before. It was all great, I felt happy for her as well, and then she said she married a woman. I didn't blink an eye when the man told me, just said "good for you", before she left. He started complaining about how disgusting and unnatural it was for women to marry each other that I had to speak.

He has no idea I'm bi or who I am in reality, but I started saying that there are studies that prove it is natural, that he could check here and there, and that even animals do it some times. I sent him a link and told him which part specifically to read, the one I was interested the most that he read, and said he would do it. I did my part, I shared what I could, but when I asked him about it the day after he told "even if you show me I don't believe it". That's when there's nothing else to do.

I think we're often so focused on fighting for what we do that we forget there are dormant allies around us, people who don't support us because they don't understand what we're doing. That's a communication problem, because if the message is not clear enough and no one explains it then we're losing time, energy, and resources. We're doing nothing, basically, or at least not achieving the impact we are aiming for.

A few years ago I spent a whole hour commenting on Facebook because a guy didn't understand why people go to Pride Parades in underwear as "exhibitionists". I had to go slow and detail until he got the point: those people want to be seen because they were denied, want to show because they were erased, want to prove they are harmless by wearing close to nothing, and use the whole fucking rainbow and dance with it because sometimes it hurts to much to be queer. Sometimes you get beheaded for being gay, even in 2021.

I have a lesbian friend who didn't know a thing about the Stonewall Riots, and when we met she was confused because she identified as bisexual but didn't feel sexual attraction to men, she's even disgusted when she sees a dick (ironically, she LOVES hardcore yaoi manga). We spent so many times talking everyday she got to know herself better and started to discover her own history as a queer woman.

We need to learn, to know, to discover, understand where we come from, and try to help others do the same within our possibilities. We don't need to be guides and masters and gurus, experts in the topic, but knowledge is power. My cousins ask me a lot of questions because they know I read a lot, some of them related to LGBT+ topics, and I've managed to make them understand what's happening, what's real and what's not, but only when they want to. If there is someone who simply doesn't want to listen, there's nothing to do but move on to the next in line.

There's still much to do, we're getting better, but better doesn't necessarily mean bitter. Truth doesn't need to be bitter. Truth doesn't need to hurt, shock, traumatize, crash, or anything remotely similar. Truth can be friendly, understanding, and patient. It's up to each of us to do the homework.

What do you think? Do you agree? Let me know in the comments. ^^ Kinky regards, K!

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Wednesday, May 12, 2021

Midnight Thoughts: The Four Powers of Bisexual Witches

Good morning, pornies. ^^ Yesterday I was watching a short bisexual documentary about the common problems of bi people in the UK, and possibly the whole world. It's very simple and concrete, but there was a phrase that caught my attention when this guy said that "we're the best hiders because we can blend in", and he starts complaining about it. I get it, it's hard, it's problematic, because no one will know we're bi unless we say it or use the bi flag somehow. Being bisexual has never been easy, but I thought about it, what it means for me as a witch, and it turns out we have a few powers because of our sexuality.
The "official" bisexual flower for me: Hydrangea. Image by Free-Photos from Pixabay.
First of all, this entry doesn't mean that we're better witches just because we like more than one gender, but that our nature allows us to develop a few powers because the experiences we get, and of course it is based in my own experience. I may add a few more powers with time, but these are the ones I can think of right now and the ones I want to work with the most. Finally, you don't need to be bi to have them.
In case you need a bit more of bisexual Witchcraft, here's a bisexual witch sigil, my experiences with bisexual fire, and the importance of science proving we bi men exist (yep, still excited about this one!) So, shall we begin?

1. Invisibility: Bisexual erasure is a real problem. We're often denied and taken as a joke when we tell someone we're bi. "Just a face", "greedy", "insecure", and more phrases and words like that are used against us. However, being invisible has always been a superpower, if you ask me. Being able to blend wherever you go is a talent not many have, and guess what? We're born with it. I've remained silent first because I was afraid, but now I do it to listen and learn so I can be prepared for the storm when someone tells me this or that.

2. Shapeshifting: This is highly related to the previous power. We can blend and pretend, we can wear any mask we want, and no one, no one, will notice until we say or do something. Is not only that we can be unnoticed, but also fool others. Witches were said to transform into many animals by night to terrorize towns and villages, that they changed forms because the Devil taught them how to. We don't need Satan, honey, it's natural for us and we can be whatever we want or need to be.

3. Healing: It's a given that bi people have higher levels of anxiety, depression, self-harm and suicide among the LGBT+ community. Being rejecting by straight people is bad enough, but add queer people. We have twice the burden and twice the hurt. However, many of us learn how to deal with it with time, knowledge we also use to help others going through the same situations. I will never forget when I learned that one of my friends was also bi, I told her I was too, and we were so happy we hugged tightly not caring what the people around us would say. It was a short-lived friendship, but we shared so many memories, experiences, and jokes I will always remember her with love.

4. Fighting: Ultimately, being so misunderstood, judged, erased, bullied, and denied makes us stronger, our skin thicker, our tongues sharper, our minds faster. We learn how to defend ourselves and protect our kind from whoever and whatever comes. I started studying and practicing Witchcraft to help others as much as possible, and I'm the first one when it comes to protect my people (friends and family), but I'd react right away if a bi person comes asking for help, just as I did when a bi girl gave my friends a bad image of what bisexual people are like.

This may be part of my identity as a witch, maybe a sub-category, and as I said I may lengthen the list with time, yet they are an important part of my Craft, my practice, talents I'm proud of having and that I use constantly (you never know when you'll need to be invisible, trust me). Do you agree with the list? What other powers would you add? Let me know in the comments!

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Monday, May 10, 2021

Manga Review: There Are Things I Can't Tell You

Good morning, pornies. ^^ I hope you had a good weekend. I needed to take a rest, and while there wasn't much as I needed I definitely got enough to... fuction, let's say. ^^' However, reading has given me fuel to keep going, and this manga got the job done for sure! I'm speaking about There Are Things I Can't Tell You, by Edako Mofumofu. Thanks to the publisher for sending me a review copy for an honest review!

  • Print Length: 272 pages.
  • Publisher: Tokyo Pop (June 17, 2020).
  • Publication Date: June 17, 2020.
  • Genres: Drama, Gay, Manga, Romance, Yaoi
  • Rating: 4,5 / 5
Kasumi and Kyousuke are polar opposites when it comes to personality. Kasumi is reserved, soft-spoken and shy; Kyousuke is energetic and has always been popular among their peers. As the saying goes though, opposites have a tendency to attract, and these two have been fast friends since elementary school. To Kasumi, Kyousuke has always been a hero to look up to, someone who supports him and saves him from the bullies. But now, school is over; their relationship suddenly becomes a lot less simple to describe. Facing the world — and one another — as adults, both men find there are things they struggle to say out loud, even to each other.

This is a typical love story where both parts think they should get away from each other or that their love is not meant to be, and while it creates a lot of tension both of them try to find a way to heal and stay true to themselves. There Are Things I Can't Tell You is kind of a tug of war that you get caught up in as soon as you start reading.

Kyousuke and Kasumi are described as the typical popular guy and the outcast, respectively, but Edako Mofumofu made it so that they are more than only that. They are more than the stereotypes the seem to represent and develop in different directions. It was amazing to see how they both became adults while dealing with their own demons.

Speaking about this last thing, I wish there had been a little bit more development in their pasts, not the shared memories, but about what happened while they were apart from each other. This also means the story could have been a little longer (just a bit, but it's the right amount of long for a manga reading, if you ask me). It had a lot of focus on their feelings and reactions, which played just GREAT in the sex scenes, so it just needed a bit more of balance.

There Are Things I Can't Tell You doesn't shy away from including explicit content (me loves!) not as much as I would have liked, but it was worth the wait because of the whole atmosphere Edako Mofumofu created. The desperation, the love, the thirst, the lust, I felt I was about to die with so many emotions all at once! It hurts that it is a stand alone work, but I love it just like that!

Have you read this manga? Would you recommend it or not? Let me know in the comments! Kinky regards, K!

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Friday, May 7, 2021

Manga Review: This Wonderful Season With You

Hi pornies! Ready for the weekend? Today I come with a comic that will put you in the perfect mood for it. It's a cute story about young love with high doses of humor and romance: This Wonderful Season With You, by Atsuko Yusen. Thanks to the publisher for sending me a review copy for an honest review!

  • Print Length: 274 pages.
  • Publisher: Tokyo Pop (March 23, 2021).
  • Publication Date: March 23, 2021.
  • Genres: Comedy, Gay, Manga, Romance, Yaoi
  • Rating: 4,5 / 5.
An all-new boys love by the creator of Dekoboko Sugar Days!
Enoki is practically the poster-boy for what a typical nerd looks like: short and slight, complete with big round glasses and social awkwardness. His main hobby is making video games, and he's used to not having many friends at school. Then, he meets Shirataki, a former member of the baseball club and his exact opposite; tall, muscular and sporty. Despite their many differences, the spark of friendship between the two boys begins to grow into something more...

I wasn't going to read more than a few pages of this book to have an idea about the story, the art, just a quick glimpse about what would be waiting for me. However, I kept reading, more and more and more and more, until I was done with more than a half of it. Oh well, who cares. In the blink of an eye, I was done with the whole book!

Obviously it's a story that doesn't let you go until you finish it. Enoki and Shirataki are characters beautiful both on the inside and the outside, they both develop in good ways, but keep their essence at the same time. I started reading This Wonderful Season With You to remember my days at school and that time when one could only hope for a happy ending with the guy of his dreams, and I'm totally satisfied with the result.

The art is amazing as well, with clean lines, a detailed style, and a character design that makes it obvious who is who as soon as you look at them (although there are a few surprises in story to make things more interesting!) My only concern was that final, sexual scene that added little to nothing to the general plot. Atsuko Yusen created an incredible young adult manga, but including that scene doesn't make much sense considering the public, if you ask me. I enjoy hybrids like this, but I'm not sure it's the best option for this manga in particular.

Although I usually complain about stories not being long enough and having the potential to become a series, but part of the charm This Wonderful Season With You has is for being a standalone story, leaving the characters in a great place for an ending. Atsuko Yusen crafted a cute and comic romance you will not get bored of at all and that will make you smile a lot. Like, a lot.

Have you read this manga? Would you recommend it or not? Let me know in the comments! Kinky regards, K!

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Thursday, May 6, 2021

Midnight Thoughts: Defining Yourself as a Witch

Hello there, pornies! How has this week been for you? I was thinking a bit about a few things these days, and defining my path as a witch is one of those. Long ago, I read an article by Amy Beltaine for Patheos, What Type of Witch Are You? It became a reference to me and those that tell me they're interested in Witchcraft. While I always start with it, I think it is important to know specifically what kind of witch you want to be.
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For me, defining what witchcraft means is something very personal. I already shared that for me being a witch is being able to do harm, whether we do it or not a matter of personal preference and comfort. I spoke about it with a friend yesterday and there was a phrase I said I couldn't stop thinking about: "I'm a healer at heart, a healer and a diviner".

Aradia, or The Gospel of the Witches. Being a book in public domain, you can download a copy at Sacret Texts, or you could get Craig Spencer's book which includes both the Gospel and his analysis of it. If you want to go deeper, then you will be happy to know Mat Auryn also wrote about the Aradia Problem, listed five books to learn more about Aradia, the 5 facts every witch should know about Her, and Laura Tempest Zakroff started the #WeAreAradia project and published a book about The New Aradia.

And it came to pass that Diana, after her daughter had accomplished her mission or spent her time on earth among the living (mortals), recalled her, and gave her the power that when she had been invoked... having done some good deed... she gave her the power to gratify those who had conjured her by granting her or him success in love:
    To bless or curse with power friends or enemies [to do good or evil].
    To converse with spirits.
    To find hidden treasures in ancient ruins.
    To conjure the spirits of priests who died leaving treasures.
    To understand the voice of the wind.
    To change water into wine.
    To divine with cards.
    To know the secrets of the hand (palmistry).
    To cure diseases.
    To make those who are ugly beautiful.
    To tame wild beasts.

We also have the 13 Goals of a Witch by Scott Cunningham, shared in Wicca for the Solitary Practitioner:
1. Know yourself.
2. Know your Craft (Wicca).
3. Learn.
4. Apply knowledge with wisdom.
5. Achieve balance.
6. Keep your words in good order.
7. Keep your thoughts in good order.
8. Celebrate life.
9. Attune with the cycles of the Earth.}
0.Breathe and eat correctly.
11.Exercise the body.
12.Meditate.
13.Honor the Goddess and God

Not having a stablished religious text has its pros and cons, like being able to make your own guidance and learn different points of view, but also like not knowing where to get started. Since the Gospel has been a reference since it was published, and Cunningham's book was one of the first witchy readings many of us got at the beginning of this path, I take them both to define myself as a witch:

  • 1. A witch is a healer, a guide, a warrior, a risk-taker, a sage.
  • 2. A witch has power beyond time and space.
  • 3. A witch stays calm during the storm.
  • 4. A witch can dance with the wolves.
  • 5. A witch learns something everyday.
  • 6. A witch is not afraid of death.
  • 7. A witch respects the inner world and outside world. 
  • 8. A witch accepts when they are wrong.
  • 9. A witch can communicate with all beings.
  • 10. A witch is always free.

I obviously need to work on some of these er, tenets? Aspects? numbers, but I'm totally comfortable with the ideas they represent and identify with all of them as important, principal parts of my practice and identity as a witch. I can't say if they apply to everyone or anyone else beside me, but I think it could be a good starting point. What do you think?

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Wednesday, May 5, 2021

Porn Review: Jacob Taylor & Tommy Regan (Cruising Grounds)

Hello pornies! I hope you are in the mood for this kind of entry. It's been a while since I did any kind of porn content in the blog, and although it's complicated without having a room on my own I think I finally found a way to make it work for a while and start posting review more often than not. ^^ Today I come with a scene with Jacob Taylor and Tommy Regan, from Cruising Grounds. I got a free download of this scene on HUNT - Issue 252 April 30, 2021.

With his jeans around his ankles, Jacob Tyler strokes his cock in the warehouse, waiting to be found. Tommy Regan sneaks into the room, shirtless, pecs bulging, eager to join Jacob in servicing his cock. With his hand on his crotch, Tommy approaches Jacob and encompasses Jacob’s massive cock with his mouth. Stripping off his shirt, Jacob reveals his pumped chest, ripped abs, and perfect tan skin. Tommy’s biceps bulge as he jerks off Jacob’s cock. The two muscled studs kiss, and Jacob grabs at Tommy’s perfect bubble butt. Tommy puts himself in the ideal submissive pose to get his hole eaten, with his ass in the air and his face down on the ground. Going in tongue first, Jacob explores Tommy’s pink hole. Jacob’s throbbing cock can’t wait to follow suit: with confident, powerful thrusting, Jacob makes his entrance and gives Tommy an incredible doggy style fucking. Tommy’s jock strap provides a handle for Jacob to pull himself deeper and deeper towards Tommy’s prostate. Switching it up, Jacob lays on his back for Tommy to saddle up and ride. Raising and lowering himself on Jacob’s cock, Tommy puts on an impressive display of power bottoming. The action has Jacob ready to really go for it: he picks Tommy up and repositions him in missionary, and you can tell he’s found the sweet spot to stimulate Tommy’s prostate. Jerking his cock while getting fucked, Tommy spews his load of cum across his beefy chest and washboard abs. Jacob finishes himself off, adding his spunk to the streaks across Tommy’s torso.
Let's start with the technical part. The colors are beautiful! Looking at the photos of the other scenes I think it is something you could say of them all. Visually speaking it is a very clean and nice video, also including smooth movements. The script was okay, it went right to the point from second one, usings long sessions and few changes the actors' positions, which seems to be the norm for Cruising Grounds.

Speaking of which, Tommy Reagan has a lot of stamina and a mouth that never grows tired! I was amazed on the amount of energy he put in this video and still managed to look calm and relaxed at some times. His face was a poem now and then, making it all the more enjoyable. Jacob Taylor, however, had only one highlight for me, which was during the rimming scene. That was hot! I loved that it was one of the longest parts of the video. Other than that, I expected a bit more from him.

Now, what did I have problem with? The music. Tony Dimarco, just... why? It took me a while to get in the mood because of that background that made it so hard to listen to the things I actually wanted to pay attention to. After a few minutes I could ignore it, being conscious of it now and then, but it is something I don't understand. I'm not sure I would watch the other scenes in Cruising Grounds if they are all like that, and we're talking about eight in total.

All in all, Jacob Taylor & Tommy Regan are a treat to the eyes in Cruising GroundsTony Dimarco did a nice job with this one in particular. Tommy was sexy as hell, Jacob was great, and the scene as a whole works pretty well. I have my issues, but they are all just matters of personal taste. I may give the other scenes a try when I can, but I'm okay with only this one for now.

Did you enjoy this video? *wink wink*. Let me know in the comments.  Kinky regards, K!

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Tuesday, May 4, 2021

Book Review: We Are Going to be Friends

Hello there, pornies. How did you week start? I had the chance to get lost in a fluffy short story form the hand of an amazing author, who I've already reviewed many times in this place. It's the perfect escape for those of us who have been under a lot of stress. Today I want to tell you about We Are Going to be Friends, by Sara Dobie Bauer. This story is free in the author's website!

  • Print Length: 47 pages.
  • Publisher: Self-Published (February 23, 2021)
  • Publication Date: February 23, 2021.
  • Genres: Drama, Gay, Humor, Romance, Young Adult.
  • Rating: 5 / 5 stars.
** Young Adult M/M Friends-to-Lovers Short Story **
Taylor and Josh have been friends since the third grade. When Josh gets an ultimatum, he realizes his feelings might be more than just friendly.
But Taylor is his best friend; Josh can’t ask him to prom … can he?
“We Are Going to be Friends” is a fluffy novella that jumps back and forth in time to show how two high school boys accidentally fall in love with each other.

The story is pretty simple, and there's not much room for surprises since it is obvious from the beginning that We Are Going to be Friends is going to be a happy and cute AF story. However, who said you won't enjoy it? I did for sure, and liked all of the chapters, the characters, even the secondary ones. It is a story filled with humor but also some nerves related to the coming out process.

I liked the most how the story kept you interested in what was happening. Sara Dobie Bauer made each and every scene interesting enough to immerse you in her sweet plot, whether with dialogues, descriptions, sense of humor, or her characters. There's always something interesting happening, and since it is a short story you read it in a few minutes.

However, and this is a con of being a fan of this woman's work, I wished it had been longer, maybe twice as long, because I wanted to know more about the characters, see how they developed into who they were in the present, explore the relationship between Taylor and Josh... I felt I was denied a good part of something better. That's not fair!

All in all, We Are Going to be Friends is a story many of us would have liked to experience at high school (those who did, I hatelove you for being so lucky). The simple plot, the likeable characters, along with the silly dialogues made it a pleasure to dwell in the beautiful drama of being a teenager. Sara Dobie Bauer proved she can write cute things even with the simplest of ideas.

About Sara Dobie Bauer:
Sara Dobie Bauer is a writer, model, and mental health advocate with a creative writing degree from Ohio University. Her short story, "Don't Ball the Boss," was nominated for the Pushcart Prize, inspired by her shameless crush on Benedict Cumberbatch. She lives with her hottie husband and two precious pups in Northeast Ohio, although she'd really like to live in a Tim Burton film. She is the author of the paranormal rom-com Bite Somebody, among other ridiculously entertaining things. Read more at SaraDobieBauer.com.

Have you read this book? Would you recommend it or not? Let me know in the comments! Kinky regards, K!

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Monday, May 3, 2021

Mourndays: Coming Out as a form of Death

Good morning, pornies! I hope you had a wonderful weekend. Mine was full of adventure and stress in equal parts, hehe, but today there is something I want to share with you that I never thought about before, and it is the coming out process as a form of death. As always, by the way, I mean death as a means of transformation.
Photo by Sharon McCutcheon from Pexels.
The law of conservation of mass or principle of mass conservation says that matter and energy are never created or destroyed, but transformed. Death is not extent of it. Dying is just a form of definite change, either physically, in form of the decay of the physical body, or metaphorically, in the form of inner (mental, emotional, and/or spiritual) change.

Although I'm not completely out of the closet as bisexual, I am with many people, and I'm totally out as a witch. I do decide who to tell which part of myself depending on who I am with and depending on the time and space, because I don't need everyone to know who I am. However, both processes have changed me a lot, which I know is the case for many.

Coming into terms with my sexuality was perhaps the easiest of both. I knew from a young age that I liked boys more than girls, but I still liked both. I didn't have a name to what I was at eight years old or less, but I had the idea, and it was okay for me for a while, because I also knew it was not okay to like boys. When I eventually discovered what bisexuality was (thanks to Tila Tequila; ironic that she's straight, homophobic, and a religious fanatic) I knew right away I was that.

It wasn't easy always. Sometimes I wished I could simply be straight, have a simpler life, that I shouldn't fear what my parents and classmates would say about me if they knew, what others would say, but I made peace with myself.

When I started telling a few friends and relatives that I liked both, and when people around me found out by others' mouth, it was a horrible, painful process, but also liberating. I had all kinds of reactions, but from time to time I felt lighter, better, calmer, and at peace. I was at peace. Of course I was later forced to stay in the closet in not so kind terms and words, but Kyler came into being because of it, so it wasn't that bad in the end.

When I discovered I was also into Witchcraft, I knew it would be a problem, another problem, because it was around the time when I was also coming out as bi. I started practicing, learning, reading, writing, and even had a disastrous YouTube channel I learned a lot from but that had to be erased (thanks heaven I did it because it was horrible as fuck). It didn't help my situation to deal with two coming-outs, and my family didn't take it that well, but I've learned from the experiences.

Gone were my insecurities, my fears, my nightmares, a part of my depression (in reality, coming out made me more depressed, but only because of how my family reacted to both things; and then because of my most recent relationship), and many more things. I felt and still feel great.

My family is not that fond on the idea of me being a Witch, but when you religious grandmother, the matriarch of the family, asks you for help, then you know things have improved (I would just like to know when) a lot. I still want to be totally free and show my face with no fear, because I know what kind of repercussions there will be when I do it, but in the mean time I'm getting stronger, I listen to what others say about the LGBT+ community, I plan my answers and comments to be ready when the attacks come, and I know I will survive because I've done it before.

I can't say the insecure eight years old boy is death already, but he is in the process. It's been a 17, almost 18 years long death process, and I've left a few limps here and there, but others have grown where I needed them, my skin got thicker, and I'm getting ready for when the final shot comes. I know it's going to hut, like never before, but then I'll be a totally new me. It will be the death I've been longing for for so much time, and as such, I want to design a ritual for when I finally do it. Maybe I'll share it here next time? Maybe. *wink wink*

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