Hi pornies! How are you feeling today? I shared with you a retrospective on my 2020, my plans and what I could and coudln't do, but today I want to tell you which are my plans for this 2021. Following the same format as before, I don't want anything too specific or restrictive.
- Learn and work with Apollo, Cernunnos, Horus, and Antinous.
I wanted to learn and work with those three Gods on 2020, so I'm basically recycling this part of the list, but I'm adding Antinous, considered one of the Gay Roman Gods. I will speak about him in another entry, but I've always had conflictive feelings toward him and I'm not sure if he should be considered a God or not. I want a definite answer this year and (maybe) start working with him. It all depends.
- Deepen my connectiong witht the Alder King.
After I learned about the Alder King last year, I discovered a very addictive energy that gave me strenght, support, and healing, and you'll agree with me in that this is ironic if you've read my articles about Him. I want to work more often with Him, learn more, read between the lines of Goethe's Poem and its history. Basically, deepen my connection with Him.
- Develop better psychic abilities and include my sexuality in my craft.
After I read Mat Auryn's Psychic Witch (and posted the respective review,) I kept waiting for the right time to start with its excercises, but that never happened. I'm done with waiting and letting "life" get in the middle and other excuses. I have little time, that's a fact, but I'm going to get more organized and have fewer responsabilites so I con do more of what I like and want to do.
As for the bisexual part, I already made a sigil, started practicing with Bisexual Fire, and thought about the power of science when we bi men were scientifically recognized (I'm still happy because of it, if you ask me), but I want to do more. It's not that I want to base my Craft in my sexuality, but about honoring who I am through it. Ungendering my tools, understanding the male side of the elements, reclaiming Prince Charming, and learning about the sacredness of semen is not enough.
- Learn about flowers.
Have you seen the amount of flowers I post on Instagram? It's frustrating that I like them so much but don't know about them. Everyone knows roses are for love and sacrifice, maybe even death, but after learned about the flowers I was leaving to the fae I wanted to know more, much more, so I already got a copy of Kate Greenaway's The Language of Flowers, supposedly one of the most read books on the topic.
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